|josephs magical colorful jacket
||[Mar. 19th, 2005|07:35 pm]
|||||bloodhood gang- the bad touch||]|
wow. its been a while. im gunna start writin in this thing again. not daily cuz thats too hard and annoying and boring but just more than i have been. sooo im just gunna start off with last weekend. . .
last weekend i broke up with matt. the distance wasnt workin for him so i ended it. that weekend. . .well it just sucked ass, i didnt do jack i sat around and felt sorry for myself. . .actually that went on the whole week. . .until friday ((well thursday night)). i realized how lame i was being, i cant get so fuckin sad and depressed over one guy. yeah he was tyte and it was fun while it lasted but all fun things have to come to an end. that fun actually ended a while ago, i wasnt happy with it he changed a lot. i didnt really do nehitng about it for a while cuz i thought he was just goin thru a phase and wuld get over it and be back to how he was when i first met him. now i realize i was waiting for nothing. it was a permnant change. . . i would say that in the end of this relationship, it weas all jsut a waste of time ((and money)), but it really wasnt. i did have a lot of fun and even though it didnt really go how i wuld have wanted it to go, i still enjoyed it quite a bit. so thursday night i thought quite a bit and realized im over it. im gunna get on with my life, and that led nto friday one of the best days ive ever had.
friday was a normal day of school, because i hadnt gone thursday i didnt have to take my science test; that was tyte. then softball was cancelled cuz of rain so that was tyte too. *((i have a lot to say about high school softball im gunna write it at the end of this all.)) so i came home after school and helped my sister get ready for jr prom. i did her hair and make up omg she looked soo beautiful, and she wore the dress i picked out for her. because i wasnt goin ((charlie krider invited me back when i was with matt but i said no to him because matt didnt want me to go- laura had predicted, back when charlie asked me, that matt and i wuld break up RIGHT be 4 prom; that taught me a lesson: always listen to laura.. i wish i wasnt such an honest person, i easily could've gone matt never would have known, but im HONEST so i told him the TRUTH)) helpin krys get all dressed up really fufilled my wish of goin. soo after i helped krys get ready i went to stephs and i had the best salad i have ever eaten, and i mean it, that thing was delicious. and from stephs, she had to kinda drag me along, elise picked us up and we went to see perrys play. it was at st.joan of arch's church, im not much of a church person but i thank god i went ahah. the play was something about josephs colorful jaket, i dont remember the exact name but it was AMAZING. ((yes, im sure amazing is the word)). the kid that played joseph sang like a fuckin.. i dunno... he was crazy good, i was left in awe. aside from joseph, perry ((played the first brother rueben)), was fuckin crazy good. he had his own song and stuff. omfg im now in love with perry ahah, just kidding, but i am amazed by his talent. . .so me steph and elise went crazy we yelled for perry and got him flowers and stuff, i cant believe i hadnt wanted to see it at one point. it was the best play ive ever seen. then after the play we got autographs from the ppl in it. my mom picked us up and took elise home then steph came over to my house. we walked to nics house and brought him back to my house and we all had a dance party. it was sooo fun haha i love dance parties with steph. so after the dance party we ran nic back to his house in the rain. i was in shorts flip flops and a tshirt ahah very smart of me. then we ran bak home. we watched stand by me. . .i love that movie so much it reminds me of kristen and "the week" when me and kristen chilled all the time. . it was soo much fun. but anyways after the movie was over, laura called me. she said she was at the beringsmiths house for an after prom party. . .the beringsmiths are my neighbors so we walked to their house. laura looked gorgeous, i mean more gorgeous than she normally looks ahah. . .me and steph were soo tyte, we went over in sweats and pj stuff and every 1 there was in their dresses and tuxes and stuff haha. so we chilled there a while and said hi to every one it was fun, steph got a fre pack of gum. lol after a lil while we came back home and laura called me again. . .she wanted me to bring her and rachel sweats and a sweatshirt because she was uncomphey ahah. so we walked back over to give laura her sweats and sweatshirt then came back hime and went to sleep. i forgot to write in my journal be 4 bedtime. that was the first time i had forgotten since december. i was mad at myself, i actually still am.
we woke up at 11 40 this morning cuz we had stayed up so late last night. we got ready for the day to come lol. my sister took us to get bagles then we came hoe and stephs dad and elise came and got us because, yup thats right, we went to perrys play again at 2! colleen moen met us there ((matts cuzin who was on my softball team, shes how i met matt in the first place, duh)) and we watched his play again. it was just as extraordinary as it was last night. . .we got pictures of us and perry and stuff lol dont tell perry this but we ((steph elise and i)) are gunna make shirts tomorrow to wear to school on monday that say: "the thirteenth brother" and "we love brother rueben" and wer gunna put a pic of him in his costume on it haha omg its gunna be sooo tyte. but yeah so after that i came home and showerd because im now waiting for colleen to finish babysitting so she can come over and spend the night. woot woot! haah ok well that wraps up- for now- the best weekend ive had for a long time.
*about highschool softball- my coach doesnt give a shit about outfield, or the whole fuckin team for that mattter. we are a pretty good team, not wonderful, but good enough to win a hell of a lot. he puts ppl in the wrong positions, doesnt know what sign he is givin us when we bat, he blames us for stealing a base and getting out when its his fuckin fault and doesnt wanna admit it- even though if we hadnt gone for it h wuldda yelled his fuckin brains off at us because we didnt go. . .wow im so pissed about it all. at practice he will tell the outfield to just go throw a ball around untill he needs us. . .im like u kno what, fuck this, i want to be an outfielder, if yer not gunna help us get better IM gunna take the outfield and work with them until theyr all better because right now, they need help. shit i even need help but if hes not gunna pay attention to us im gunna take charge and make it happen. uh! whatever im gunna stop talkin about it, i just get all mad and feel like throwing sumthin.